stressed out

i cant believe this... its just so hard.. why am i left to do the work?! i hate this... i want to rest..:(

Happy happy happy!!!:)

Im so happy today..:) Really...:) Even though im so tired and i got a bunch of low grades in school... hehehe..:) I suppose its because i passed intarmed in U.P... Now where will i study?? UP or Ateneo?? *sigh*... But that is just one of the things.. Something just happened to me.. It's something that I've just read... Those gentle words really inspired me to become a better person. Problems won't bug me from now on, because i know I got all that i need already..:) And that is something that I will treasure...:)

lacking sleep...

sheesh.. too much work... gotta rest but cant... *sigh*

lacking sleep...

Satisfaction...

Valentine's day. I should be sad right now you know. No special someone to be with. But no... Just knowing that you hold a special place in many people's hearts is good enough for me. I have now accepted that i am more needed as a good friend by many than as an average lover by one. Who knows, maybe ill follow the footsteps of those ADORE guys in school..:) hehehehe! Could you imagine me as a priest? Because i can't. HAHAHA!

I love You God, thanks for everything. Please guide me in the right path and may I live according to Your will.:)

LOSERS RULE!!:)

Naku, magpoprom na naman... Sa mga sawi diyan, sama-sama tayo a...:) HEHEHE!

Her name is NoelI have a dream about herShe rings my bell.I got gym class in half an hourand oh how she rocksin Keds and tube socks.But she doesn't know who I am.And she doesn't give a damn about meCuz I'm just a teenage dirtbag, babyYeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag, babyListen to Iron Maiden, baby...with me. Ooh.Her boyfriend's a dickHe brings a gun to schoolHe'd simply kick my ass if he knew the truth.He lives on my blockand he drives an IROKAnd he doesn't know who I amAnd he doesn't give a damn about mecuz I'm just a teenage dirtbag babyYeah, I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby.Listen to Iron Maiden, baby...with me. Ooh.Ooh yeah...dirtbag.No she doesn't know what she's missin'.man I feel like moldIt's prom night and I am lonely lo and beholdShe's walkin' over to me this must be fakeMy lip starts to shakeHow does she know who I am?Why does she give a damn about me?I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden, baby.Come with me Friday, don't say maybe.I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby...like you. ooh.ooh yeah...dirtbag.No she doesn't know what she's missin'

Wahahaha ang labo noh??:P hehehe like my mind right now...

sounds like me..:)

Ayaw na nyang bumangon
Sa kama lang maghapon
Mukha nyay parang langit
Na malapit nang umabon
Ayaw na nyang manalig
sa tunay na pag-ibigB
akit daw ba kay bilis
mawala ng kilig

Habang bumbaha ng luha di na nya napupuna
Na mayron pang saysay ang buhay
Di nya lang napapansin
Umaandar ang kanyang dramachine

Ayaw na nyang mabuhay
Mundoy wala ng kulay
Dahan dahan puso nyay bumibigay
Wag na raw syang umasa
Wag nang magmakaawa
Wala na syang magagawa
Tapos na ang lahat

Lahat tayoy nasasaktan
Madalas naiiwanan
Di alam kung bakit ba nangyayari yan
Pero wag kang magpapadala
Kung madapa bumangon ka
Buhay moy tuloy pa rin
Wag kang tumulad sa akin

Habang bumabaha ng luha
Di ko na napupuna
Na mayron pang saysay ang buhay
Hinding hindi ko napapansin
Kung umaandar ang aking dramachine

Dramachine...

tired again...

later ill be going to juju's debu... Im kind of excited... I hope itll be okay..:) Well, tomorrow, ill go to the open house in Ateneo.. Im really looking forward to studying at Ateneo... In other words, leave my dark past behind..:) To start anew, without those damn issue makers..:) hehehe..:) There, id be nobody (thank goodness)...:)

Got loads of school work to do... Im sick of doing them.. I envy those who dont care about their grades at all, so they can just bum around whenever they want too.. But alas, in all things, I know that you cant have the best... the things that you need the most..:) Ive learned to with it.. Call me pessimistic, but hey, if you know what ive been through lately, youd be able too see that ive been through my own version of hell...

new beginning....

hehehehe, from now on, I think ill be okay...:) I just believe Im gonna be... Marami na ko natutunang stuff lately..:) Kaya i thank everyone who has helped me.. my barkada and all the people who have supported me..:) Im gonna improve for you guys... Life must go on... and so it shall..:) HA!

sigh....

this day was kind of okay... I mean, I was kinda sad, but still... I found reasons to smile... I wish it will be always like this... I want to enjoy life.. But sometimes I feel that its now impossible... My dear friends, please dont leave me. I'm just having a tough moment in my life.. Thanks..:)