thoughts...

Im still thinking about many things at the moment... I really ruined my life this time around... If i could just go back and time, i really would... But i know that isnt possible... I know this is the way its gonna be forever.. Although I know that im fighting a losing battle, I still pray at night... I still pray that somehow, I can fly once again... My blades are broken and shattered, but in time, i hope it will be repaired and be brought back to its majestic form... I just wish it would occur sooner, because I dont know how long I can last living this empty life of mine... With no purpose, with no will, with no reason to go on...