leave me alone

wow, i hear these two entries in my blog have been very popular lately... Some people happened to locate my blog and read my entries without any permission at all.. Well, i guess thats okay.. But why did you have to make stories out of it??? Why didnt you leave me alone? Gimme a break guys, if any of you visit this, please read what i have to say...

many things have happened since my last entry... I assure you... Before, i had everything... Now, i have nothing... I know i know its my fault... I messed up my own life... But i just wanna thank all of you guys for helping me mess it a little bit further.. I owe you all... Somehow i must repay... How, I think? How can i repay you for treating my life as a source of issue??... Ah, i know... Im gonna start living my life in order to please you guys... Ill do everything that you want to see from now on... Im sorry for ruining your future speculations about whats happening to my life... Hahaha im a bad motherfucker anyway..:) hahahaha, all of you agree right?? you always have before.. Dont tell me youve softened since then? Then its settled..

Here's to Jurmane, the guy who made the biggest mistake of his life... I just hope i can survive this remaining month... Im tired, im beat, im lost... Ayan, panalo na kayo... I give up.