feeling worse than yesterday...

i'm waiting for my lab groupmates here in ctc... haay.. naalala ko na naman.. ang baba ng math exam ko... samantalang yung iba okay naman.. sana naman makabawi ako next time... grabe, valedictorian ako ng manresa pero dito extra lang... haha hay nako.. pang-highschool lang pala ko.. kaya nga paminsan, nahihiya ako na sumabay sa blockmates ko.. i feel inferior. maybe i should just shift to management instead..

sana rin nakapasa ako ng AJSS... kung inayos ko lang sana yung test at nag-aral... bigla kasi ko nainggit dun sa mga kadorm ko na nakapasa... ang tatalino nila lahat... i wish i were like them... tapos sabay-sabay pa nila sinusuot jacket nila kapag umuulan.. haay damn it!

pero naisip ko rin if ever pumasa ko dun, tumuloy kaya ko??? i would have had to give up my corps comm slot if i took ajss classes.. summer training kasi e.. haay.. every choice that we make has a value in our life... parang batas ng ipinagpalibang halaga sa ekonomiks.. kung pipiliin mo ang isa, mawawala ang isa.. sayang talaga..

kaasar wala pa rin yung groupmates ko.. baka inindyan na ko or something.

Congratulations to all my fellow ateneans/manresans/closest friends, i'm sure you did good in your diagnostic tests...

He has lost his former glory, buried in the things that he has done in the past.